Its been almost 10 months now and coming upto a year in October. After the attack I continued as I had to for my sons sake. My career hit hight shortly after the attack which was extremly difficult I did not want him to win.I had already lost so much My self, spirit , self confidence,self as I could not relate to the person I was als reactions from family have become a major issue as they could not deal with what happend and chosen to reject me.Attitudes need to chance Glamour Model, prositute or whatever you do no one says " come put drugs in my drink do they".They also don't realise what it does to a person who has suffered rape. also suffered injustice. I moved forward from being a victom however after the injustice I became one again my whole world shattered. Now jobless no confidence and weight gain the loss of self has reappeared. Currently having hypnotheropy and trying to free myself of these emotions.A once Bubbly outgoing confident girl has disappeared need to get her back, do the attackers realise that they dont just hurt a girl but kill the spirit they once was???
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Loss after Rape
Aug 3, 2009